Friday, June 27, 2008

I am not paranoid and possessive

It's not easy to be distant. To the person very dear to you.

I am not paranoid or possessive.

You're very distant lately.
I'm not really sure if you feel me back.
I still feel the same.
I know this much and I know that you're more than special.
Very important. You're different.

People come and go.
But you managed to stay.
And I always think of you.
every moment in time.
Every single one that comes and go.
Is a moment I wish you were here to stay.
I'm hoping for forever.

Now, you left.
I knew this was gonna happen.
I knew it, but I didn't want to think about it then.
Paths meet at a certain point in a journey. Sometimes people have to take different routes again.

Ack! I can't keep this up.
I just can't hold it in anymore.
Forget that poetic crap.
I'm going to rant and frolic around with hate and words.
Mehe.

So it's come to a point where we had to take different roads.
I anticipated that we at some other point, would make new friends.
It's no big deal. I shouldn't make such a fuss about it.
But I am not paranoid.
And I am not possessive.

So Pao enters the situation.
Who is this person?
I do not know.
But I will not tolerate you.
I don't care if you have a girlfriend.
I don't care at all.
I don't care if you say you're not interested with her.
Watch yourself.
And stay away.
If I see you anywhere near her.
If I see you.
Taking one step closer.
If I see you.
Make a move.
I will.
I will.
......

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

A Hot Passionate Encounter

Recently, I had an amazingly hot and passionate "encounter"(debate/flame war) with an Animal Welfare Activist, it wasn't actually my intention of making an enemy of her. Nor was it my intention of butting into the issue she was discussing with a friend of mine.

I came across her and her discussion about dog meat legalization. A friend of mine was directly involved in it. And in which she wrote in her own blog about the encounter. I read over the discussion and in an almost obsessive compulsive reaction, I got irritated at how she carried her rebuttals of my friend's arguments and the fact that her grammar was rather well established. She was awesome really~ I can tell that much. She would laugh at the arguments and go on blabbing about herself, and her affiliation with this Animal Welfare group. It was outstanding! Really. It worked very well really, as it would completely divert the discussion and in a very graceful fashion avoid the very argument. If I knew any better, she was pro. Now, obsessive compulsive self decided to comment and attempt to push through with my friend's argument. Since, I also want to find out how she'd defend against it. And how she'd react to it. And quite honestly, I just wanted to piss her off. (Kidding) (No seriously). It didn't go any better. And I was hoping it'd be less personal and more objective. Well, she handled it fairly well. Like a very pro Politician with a big bag of names to call you by and personal attacks to throw at you. And I was forced to retaliate. Rawr.

Haha. I'd rather not elaborate on any detail regarding the actual discussion. Just click on those hot and sexy links up there. No spyware, viruses and stuff like that.

Well, anyway, the thing is. I just realized how utterly strange it was that there are people who would actually fight for the rights of animals in a country where people's rights need 'the fighting for' more. They'd rather wallow in their group fighting for animals as an expression of "humane" actions instead of helping other human beings whose rights are being breached. I don't really know much about animal welfare activists and their works and I don't mean to belittle issues regarding animal rights. But I do believe groups like this really should take into account it's place, time and practicality. There are much more important issues in our country right now. Issues that weigh more than fighting rights for animals. How bout fighting rights of fellow human beings? It's not fair that you help other creatures and ignore your own kind's needs.

PS: To the model / animal welfare activist / dirty politician with amazing grammar and logic,
you really are something. You gave your animal welfare group a baaaad name. You strut around with their name on your back.

As much as I wanted to avoid making a blog entry about this, I was compelled to. Not because I did it for you. But you gave me a wonderful new thing to think about. Oh my. ^_^. Thank you~ *^_^*

With much Sarcasm

Rawr. XD.
Yet another blog.
I'll bet this'll die down too.
Let's say... In a couple of months. 2 months would be long. XD